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Saturday, October 15, 2011, 12:57 PM
this shall be interesting to read.im not myself today. i woke up a different person. i woke up feeling like a loser & undetermined to do anything. i refuse to do anything productive. i've spent my morning sleeping til 10 then doing useless things such as... talking back as a spoiled kid would. truly grateful of being thought of but yet; unthankful for being disobeyed. u did not listen when i made myself clear. i warn people of things that i wouldnt want to happen to me or to them. somehow nobody listens. which is totally fine by them; but not by me. how do i feel? theres no reason to feel down but somehow i just do. i shouldnt give a shit but i feel upset. i feel sad. i feel mad. while i should be glad. ironic how they rhyme. im sorry for the way i spoke. however, not so apologetic after all the things u back. u werent there for me. instead, u pushed me closer to a grave. im not joyful of that; rather, i regret listening to u cause i now know u helped, in a bad way. im now sinking. sinking down a large well of selfish misery. what doesnt kill u makes u stronger. thus dont piss me off cause i wont die anytime soon. u'd just be training me how to handle crap like yours. as i said at the top; im not myself. im not positive for now. i shall regain my right attitude later; thats for sure. but hey, u gotta fall in order to pick yourself up. signing out without kisses, hugs or smile. bye. Labels: new shit |
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